i’m lost and walking
towards an unknown destination.
can u show me the right direction?
or continue as my distraction?
broke down on the bus, i had to sleep it off.
tucked my head into the crevice of a window
fighting off the nausea.
fighting off the fear of throwing up in front of everyone.
broke down on the couch, i had to walk it off.
i was thinking of u and how much u damaged me.
my self esteem is on its knees.
no blood, no breath, not even the faintest wheeze.
i’m a walking mess of a vessel
no heart, no brains, no soul.
but i’ve been counting every mistake
u said u never made.